This article is taken from Issue 1, Called to Surrender the Will

Betty Scott Stam (1906-1934)
MISSIONARY AND MARTYR
Born in Michigan USA
Moved to China as a child
Gifted with poetry
Married John Stam at the age of 26
Gave birth to Helen aged 27
Beheaded for Christ in China aged 28
Read Betty’s story

By Betty Scott Stam
I’m standing, Lord:
There is a mist that blinds my sight.
Steep, jagged rocks, front, left and right,
Lower, dim, gigantic, in the night.
Where is the way?
I’m standing, Lord:
The black rock hems me in behind,
Above my head a moaning wind
Chills and oppresses heart and mind.
I am afraid!
I’m standing, Lord:
The rock is hard beneath my feet;
I nearly slipped, Lord, on the sleet.
So weary, Lord! and where a seat?
Still must I stand?
He answered me, and on His face
A look ineffable of grace,
Of perfect, understanding love,
Which all my murmuring did remove.
I’m standing, Lord:
Since Thou hast spoken, Lord, I see
Thou hast beset-these rocks are Thee!
And since Thy love encloses me,
I stand and sing.
Taken from Life on the Altar Publications
Issue 1 Summer 2021